Deception: The Destroyer of Faith

The preface below is my private talk with Yeshua/Jesus.

Oh, Father.  Thank you for a wonderful time of praying (speaking) with you.  I want to get this down, here, if I can:



In my prayer this morning…the shades over my mind snapped up so the light of your Word was emblazoned in my heart; you warn us repeatedly, with examples we toss around as ‘bible history.’

I’ll paint the picture.  You, the only God, Elohim, who said your name was ‘I am’ and ‘Yehovah’, created the universe, this earth and all that is in it.  You created angels, your messengers, to communicate, give direction and do your bidding on this earth.  Jesus says in Luke 10:18 that he saw Satan fall like lightening.  Genesis tells us that your creation of earthly beings were created in your image; Adam and Eve, and you placed them in a perfect place with only 1 rule that is forever recorded in the Word.  It’s so familiar; I’m taking the liberty of paraphrasing:

Do not eat of this one tree.  It will bring death and mortality and other things you cannot imagine or conceive, as you’ve never experienced or understood these things.  You must show me that you believe me, trust me, obey me and stand on these truths in faith, without wavering, and it will be well with you…


Backstory.  Yeshua saw Satan fall like lightening from the sky… The word tells the story of Lucifer.  He was perfect in beauty; he was the crown of the angelic community.  And he wanted to be like God, he wanted to help God, he wanted to BE god….


You say we must worship You only.  Period.  Satan was thrown down and in his rage at this offense, in his arrogance, he continues to morph into the absolute antithesis of goodness, purity, righteousness and light.  He is the prince of evil, lord of arrogance and most skillful deceiver this universe has ever known.


He works in stealth.  He works in wheedling, chumming up, lie upon lie, deception upon deception to destroy everything he can that is from God, those in His image, those that He created, and all that He rules over.  He wants to destroy God and in his maniacal madness he uses every ancient and current methodology he has found successful to do just that:  He steals kills and destroys the earth and the heavens.  He destroys our faith.  He destroys our trust in God/Yehovah and he destroys our belief in Him and His written, eternal, living Word, written for our source of absolute truth and living through Christ, via the Holy Spirit in those of us who believe him, trust him and have faith in him.

And here is the evil kicker.  Satan knows all this.  And he rages against God and he destroys us and throws it in Gods face.  And we as people have eaten all the apples he puts before us, some to eternal death, some to a lifetime of difficulty and questioning and a few clinging to Him for the faith to believe and understand this one truth:  Yeshua/Jesus died for us on the cross and we are no match for His enemy and ours, satan and his minions.  Father, help me to write clearly what I learned in my prayer time…The power is in the prayer, not me teaching about what I learned in the prayer ie., helping YOU to help people. Ach,  Father.  Let me type the prayer, please.  Amen and amen…


11/30/17.  (Rats.  I think I’ve forgotten it, or I need to settle down and let it rise up)







Deception:  The Destroyer of Faith


In the Disney movie, Snow White, there is that awful scene where the evil queen, disguised as an old hag, offers her a beautiful, shiny, red apple…

This is Satan’s most well-known methodology.  He croons over the luscious, forbidden fruit hanging on the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, the fruit God said would bring death.   Satan simply asks Eve if God really said, and the deception was in swift motion.

What does that mean to me?  To be made like You. You are   powerful.  All-knowing.  Eternal.   Supreme.  Untouchable, unmatchable.

Adam & Eve did not know – until they disobeyed God – anything but perfection.  Everything in Eden was perfection, without weeds & thorns, without any evil – truly, heaven on earth.  This bears fleshing out.  No striving, no misunderstanding, no competition.  And stop for a minute to find those precious jewels of memory in every area of your life – the perfect moments; and when you put them all together we get the smallest glimpse of what they had.

Absolute perfection and they were innocent and pure.  Their bodies were perfect; no bad hair days, no blemishes, no wrinkles, perfect teeth, perfect hearing, perfect sight, no allergies, no aches and pains, no boss, no mortgage, no traffic, no cars, no tit-for-tat, obligations and expected appropriate behavior, actions or thoughts.   No judgement, no abuse, no swearing, no vulgar comments, no put-downs, no shocking crudeness, no meanness, no cruelty, no dominating, no terrifying, no manipulating, no ‘grooming’, no pornography, no wicked thoughts, no power struggles, no other nations warring, no war, not strife, no murder, no torture,  no fear.  No natural disasters, no earthquakes, no floods, no tornados, no hurricanes, no car accidents, no train wrecks, no plane crashes, no sunken ships, no bombs, no grenades, no mines, no nuclear threats, no nuclear reactor meltdowns, no garbage, no smog, no terrifying weather, no salmonella, no botulism, no MRSA, no measles, no malaria, no pneumonia, no CANCER, no heart disease, no brain malfunctions, no mean kids, no bondage, no prison, no confinement, no wild animals, no venomous creatures, no bullies, no arrogance, no put downs, no one-upping, no unattainable goals, no liars, no cheaters, no deceivers, no tricksters, no con artists, no deformities, no blindness, no deafness, no fear.  No weakness, no exhaustion, no dread, no failing eyesight, no glasses, no hearing aids, no crutches, no canes, no wheelchairs, no starvation, no bulimia, no addictions, no secrets, no shame, no confusion, no mistrust, no trampling, no rage, no tempers no fists, no restraints, no shame.  No grime, no illness, no killing virus, no killing bacteria, no plague, no ferocity, no lying, no death. No disease. No fading, no wearing out, no running down, no end.  No toothaches, no false teeth, no getting old, no tiredness, no foggy thinking, no bowel troubles, no stomach troubles, no disease.  No sickness. No money.  No need. No lack.  No pining, no whining, no wheedling, no complaining, no gossip, no whispering, no judging.  No demands, no commands, no government, no countries, no military, no garbage trucks, no sewage, no air pollution, no water pollution, no draught.  No tension.  No devils, no demons, no occult, no drugs.  No mental numbness, no guardedness:

What they had was no knowledge of evil.  They had perfection.

They knew God.  They lived with Him.  They loved each other and God.  And God gave them everything and only ONE restriction.  Only one.

Adam and Eve never knew, or imagined the evil we live with, in our day to day lives.  We are numb to the truth that evil is the environment of our world and lives.  We push back the creeping edges when they get too close – when we can – but we always live with a guarded tension for our very existence, whether we are aware of it, or not.

Because they only knew perfection, how would they be able to discern good from evil or evil from good?  They had no concept, no way to even contemplate this.  They had no experience with deceit, with malice, with trickery, with joking, with teasing.  Nothing.  They were innocent.  So how would they know to beware a betrayer; a conspirator, an evil, sly, wicked one, showing up in their garden, their yard, and suggesting that God was holding back from them?  They couldn’t.

And God, being God, who alone can handle the enormous, big picture, chose not to share the war in heaven and Lucifer’s fall, because he had

a better, simpler plan to keep them safe.  He asked them to believe Him.  To trust Him. To obey Him.  Not in those words, but as loving and simple as possible – a loving parent command:  do not eat that or your world will be turned upside down.  Believe me.  Trust me.  Obey me.

So that is the background for where I am going.

Yeshua/Jesus states in Mathew 24:4 a command, a prophecy.  From the very lips of God the Son:  Do not be deceived. Notice the simple, clear commands:  do not eat from this tree, do not be deceived.  Implying truths we are shockingly flippant about: “Yeah, yeah, I won’t!  I read my bible, I study, I pray.  I’m good, LORD.  Thanks for the heads-up.”

Not even considering the possibility that we live in a world that is full of depravity, and has been from the start of humanity.  We are immersed in evil and our faith and love for Him seem like that’s all we need to navigate our lives here.  As if we, at our best, are any match for the destroyer of everything.  We who are the flip side of Adam & Eve in perfection.  We who navigate our entire existence through the muck and slime of deception and are so busy with the effort, we don’t even recognize that our entire world is truly a mirror reflected dimly of eternal death & depravity.  And about now, I’m rearing back, thinking:  but look how beautiful nature is, and how awe inducing is the sight and sound and feel of a tiny, helpless baby placed in my arms.  Moments, glimpses, really, of the envisioned life, the beautiful, perfect, pure life we were intended to live.  A rambling secondary thought:  look how stubborn the chosen people were, that God rescued through Moses at the Red Sea.  God held sea waters back for, I’m guessing, a million or so Israelites, to walk, not drive, through the Red Sea and out into the journey to the Promised Land.  They barely had the sand out of their sandals and already they were complaining!  We think we are any different?  That if we walked through the Red Sea, by Gods’ grace, we would never doubt or saunter through life like we are untouchable.  That kind of thinking is easily deceived.  Depressing, isn’t it?  Frightening, actually.

If they, who knew only perfection and walked with God in the cool of the garden – if they could be deceived – don’t kid yourself, we have been, too.

I have clung to Mathew 24:4 as a very serious warning for years, but recently in an intense time of prayer and communion with Him, this crystallized into terrifying reality:  I am capable of being deceived.  This is really hard to swallow.  But I know if from my gut.  We all are and in shocking ways, we will someday see the effects of minor to massive deception in our personal lives, which also twines with our families, our churches, our friends, our work and our ministries.

This reality hits hard because I believe the Word; both the written, living Word and the resurrected Yeshua.   So, the depth of His simple, but clear statement, “do not be deceived” a statement I’ve known has deep consequences, finally clicked.  We live in what appears to genuinely be the last days.  It seems the upkick of deception has been going on, is now increasing in intensity and will continue every day we draw breath.  We are in a spiritual battle of such magnitude, such finesse, such stealth, such perfection that Satan was able to con 1/3 of the angels who saw God face to face.  That is shocking.  How many times have we all read all these verses and not comprehended the absolute perfect EVIL that Satan is?  He wanted to supplant God.  He hates God.  He hates Israel, he hates Yeshua, he hates believers, and he hates unbelievers.  His total existence is one of churning rage, evil, violence, seduction, suggestion and on and on.  He has had six thousand plus years to steal, kill and destroy and he never relents, never repents, never, never, never.

It seems that what I realized is that the magnitude of the spiritual realm is so vast, so complex and so beyond our mortal ability to grasp that I settled on a bit of ignorant complacency.  What I mean is this:  as Adam & Eve were innocent and clueless and unprepared for what happened to them, as the Hebrews/Israelites were unable to recognize their own Messiah  – and few yet do – we are ill-prepared for what goes on in the spiritual world and we need to accept that this is true.  We need, more than ever to put our focus on Yeshua – Jesus, and Yehovah, stay in the Word, live lives that are honoring to them and others and ourselves and never, ever, forget we have an enemy that makes Hitler look like a schoolboy in lederhosen, complete with a mom spit-combed side part.

We know Satan uses people, but if I’m honest, I rarely see past them and see who the artist behind the horrible behavior is.

I had a trusted friend deeply betray me, hurt me with vicious attacks and even though I recognized the she was a mere tool to come after me, I didn’t until months later, contemplate how powerful his tricks and deceit really are.  I forgave her, immediately.  And I learned that Jesus, in Mathew 24:4 was not issuing a warning like our mom’s did; “wear your coat or you’ll catch a cold!”   He was warning us, commanding us, really, not to be deceived.  So what am I doing to be obedient?  I have made a huge shift in my personal life; I didn’t really even notice it until sometime later.  This may be for a season or it may be permanent, I don’t know, but  I don’t drink at all; and as much as I enjoy a great Cabernet, I just don’t want any.  This isn’t me acting holy.  It’s Him.  I live alone in my wonderful, little motorhome.   It is a sanctuary in the woods, a secluded place of rest, study, prayer and worship.  I lean hard into this precious time I’m in now.  I’m not suggesting anyone else should do this; it’s just a beautiful time in my life, which allows me to contemplate and get strong in my King.    I eaked out time, when I had a husband, and cat and two kids.  This is different and has a sense of urgency, for me.  I can’t imagine why, but I think it will be clear in time.  Simply put, I am to live in moral purity.  And I am.  I feel the clock is really ticking and I’ve been fortunate to see this and I believe, trust and obey my Rock,  my Fortress, my Strong Tower, the Horn of my Salvation, my Messiah; Yeshua.  Jesus, the Christ.

I’ve also learned not to cling to what I think or am told the Word says.  Oh, I believe it and rely on it.  But I also know there have been deceptions since the dawn of our planet and that I’ve been deceived and I need to cling to Him, study hard, and read daily (and I don’t mean a 5 minute devotional).  Reading, praying, contemplating the scriptures I’m in and searching for truth.

Paraphrase of Daniel 10:12

“Set your mind to gain understanding and humble yourself before Yehovah God and your words will be heard.”  Hallelujah.

Father, I think I understand, now, how all the unbelievable things Jesus told us will happen in the last days will happen.  I understand and see why people destroy each other, families imploding and friendships shattering.  It’s because we are no match, can’t compete (and must not) with Satan, the evil, fallen angel Lucifer.  Belief is a wonderful gift, faith is our strength, and trusting God we must never, ever, stop doing and obeying what He warns us to do or not to do. It is urgently important.

Come quickly, Jesus.






America, America….God shed your grace on thee….

Recently I moved to the Olympic Peninsula, in Washington, the state I was born and raised in. I bought a great London Fog rain jacket from my new favorite thrift shop and a pair of inexpensive black, high top rubber boots, which I can be seen wearing at the slightest provocation of dampness. I’m home!

Today, I am humbled and thankful for my national Christian ancestors; those who fled the beautiful, history making, Monarch-mandated-church in England, in pursuit of peace to worship as they saw fit. Simple people of that land, boarding and sailing on ships; most leaving behind their home, forever; faced with possible death at sea, certain illness, probably at times terrified, yet trusting God for an unknown future. After many weeks at sea, they can be imagined disembarking on the stark, frigid shore; cold, fearful yet hopeful; surely in any number of long dark nights, longing for home and routine. Setting foot upon a land without civilization’s comforts; no welcoming raucous band here, no boardwalk, no streetlights, no Dickensian world awaiting; a foreign, vast unknown. Plymouth Rock – a small, flattish – but now iconic cracked stone – that our weary ancestors first set a wobbly foot upon, lodged in the windswept, stinking coastal mud, surrounded by shrill seagulls, greeted with a handshake by the damp cold, an embracing hug by bone chilling winds. No handy cobbler available, to provide yet invented, wonderfully dry rubber boots for wet, cold feet; no general store filled with cloth to repair or remake clothing in ruins and tatters and no hope of supplies of coffee, tea, flour, basic food supplies or anything else for months and months to come.

These people were Bible believing, bible toting (the fortunate few that possessed one) Christians; a people hatefully maligned for their staunch faithfulness to God from the beginning of the church to this day. The lists are long of those who burned at the stake unwilling to deny God and his Word. Hear this sobering statistic: there are over 74 million martyrs under God’s alter, waiting somewhat impatiently for clean, white robes and Christ’s second advent, and the number grows daily somewhere between 400 and 500. While we view mind numbing repeat plays of close up shots of an inch of snow – when it dares to fall in balmy western Washington – and while the national news pummels our minds non-stop with every imaginable evil they can voyeur for our viewing satisfaction – remember this: Today, and every single day, around 500 bible believing, Christ following martyrs are murdered, sometimes heinously, and our media is silent.

On my recent trip to England I stood before various memorials, alternately humbled by those uncompromising souls and sharply aware of the ignorance of tourists clowning for a photograph before a marker ‘near the location’ where the likes of William Tyndale and many, many others gave their lives, rather than tolerate oppression and the slippery slope of concession. I am emboldened by their fierce faith.  Awestruck by those that decided to make a run for it, to the shores of America.

Many Pilgrims starved – hunger most of us in America rarely, if ever, have known. They walked on bloodied, frozen feet. It is nearly impossible for a warm, housed, comfortable American to consider the enormity of what they gave up and what they endured – because of their desire to practice their Christian faith – so that we could arrive at today looking forward to the smell of a roasting turkey; friends, family, football; traditions that are deep and dear to our national psyche.

Today at some point, I am going to pull on my rubber boots and go down to the inlet, near my home, here in Washington. I will stand there, likely alone, and talk with God about our country and how and what I, a simple woman, am to do to help us remember the great cost that was paid to get us here, to shine light on the spiritual battle that continues to pound this country into a tolerant, politically correct, weakened, lukewarm stew of willful ignorance, spouting arrogant demands for innumerable ‘rights’ and ‘choices’.

The spiritual boundaries that kept us safe for so long have been stepped over, broken and trampled into near oblivion. Our country tolerates every kind of evil. Drugs continue to destroy our loved ones, pornography is rampant and destructive, the sex trade is booming, the media is our unofficial god, athletes and actors our idols of choice. Pharma and insurance reign over the medical world (what happened to the country Doctor who knew and cared for his patients?). You surely know these things. We that try to stem the flow are like little children with our fingers poked in the hole in the dam. We stop and see we are in trouble, but are overwhelmed by so much that we throw another log on the fire, put our feet up and turn on the news, because we can’t cope with the magnitude. Guilt is a worthless motivator, conviction is what moves us. I’m thinking out loud and hope you will think, too, in your own slice of solitude, sometime during this holiday weekend, about our country and about your concerns for her.

God alone can help us. May we unashamedly seek Him; ask him what we, as individuals, are to do in our little corner of this massive country and listen to Him as he continues to shed His grace upon us.

Blessed Thanksgiving.

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